March 2nd 2003
Autumn, Shala, and I were on our way to downtown like at 7:15, We looked for him for like a hour and 30 minutes, and following buses that could of been him, and stopping to see if he was coming out, Pretty sad huh? Ha-Ha. Then we all decided to go eat some Wendy's even though I didn't wanna eat but Shala made me. :}After we ate, we left to go back and look, then we turned and saw a tour bus at Comfort Inn, I drove right into the valet parking entrance and almost hit Nick's tour bus, *falls*lol... But yeah, then I saw the stalkers that were there, the ones I met in Dec. *shrugs*, Yea here again, and they've met him like 10 times already, *cough stalkers cough*,well I drove till we could find a parking spot, We ran to the hotel, I was the only one that brought a camera and we also brought my video camera. When we got there, the stalkers n mother's we're talking shit about us, but then they couldn't deal with our comebacks so they left to the left side of the hotel. Well after us dealing w/ they're bullshitting shit talking for about 2 hours, US being on the RIGHT side, I finally saw a taxi cab, pulling up, I could see Nick inside, and he looked at me and smile, and then I saw tiebacks of his head, His hair was all messed up, and long. When he got out, he had a toothpick in his mouth, he looked at me *squeal*,(Ha-Ha he thought it was cute),*dances*.. and smiled, and started walking towards us, then when he saw the stalkers come around the corner, He took his toothpick out as he was like let out a big sigh and was like GREAT look on his face, it was cute. Then he whispered to Ron, that he didn't have a lot of time ha-ha, We all went up to him, I was very calm, When he took picture’s w/ the stalkers, hey had like "ugh" look on his face, like he did a fake smile, He did look tired and still sick, his voice was a little rough sounded sore, I kept trying to get his autograph, but the stalkers kept pushing same w/ they're mother's. Not to mention this girl name Jenn too () I could tell Nick felt bad for me, he kept trying to sign my bag, but yea the stalkers kept throwing themselves on him, ugh but it's okay, I was so close to him, and *sigh*, After he took a picture w/ this fan, He said last picture, then the this girl went without even caring Jenn had to go even though it should of been me, Well I looked at Nick, and I was like Nick, Can I please have a picture with you It's my B-Day, Making eye contact w/ him *sigh*, We both just stared into each other's eyes, He asked me to come up w/ him, to take a picture w/ Jenn, and I wouldn't move, I was just glued to his baby blue eyes, I just couldn't move a muscle, after him telling me to come 3 times, Shala finally pushed me. When I got right next to him, I put my arm around him,*giggle* He was wearing a big black jacket, touching him, *sigh*, he's so warm... Then my camera wasn't working, and so I stood next to him for a like a minute or so because Autumn couldn't get my camera to work. I watched him go inside and I was trying to take picture's. After he was inside, I just started getting weak to my knees, I started crying because I was so happy, I fell to the ground, Shala tried picking me up, but she couldn't because I was so dead weight, A few seconds later, Autumn helped me up to, and everything was fine. We went to Walgreen's to get the picture's development, and it seemed that we never did take picture's my camera didn't work, and my video camera didn't have a dead battery, it was on lock. I couldn't believe it, I was like WTF.. Oh well. At least I still got the memory in my head.
March 3rd 2003
I was living off of 3 hours of sleep, I didn't get to bed till 3am, ( Last night, I drove back around the hotel, stopped by again, thought of the moment, wrote on Nick's tour bus “I love you Nick, Love Shay :-P), and when I was on my way to downtown, I got pulled over a cop who let me go because I cried myself out of it, whoohoo! But anyways, I got up at 6am got ready by 7am, I already had my outfit planned for like 2 months, Ha-Ha. I got to downtown about 7:30am, After having to do a few things before, I got a parking meter right next to the hotel, and paid for parking, sat in the car listened to music, I had to go to the bathroom after a few, so I went inside.. After like 30 minutes, I had to go get napkins and I was hungry, I was starting to get sick, so I went inside and got a bagel ( Thanks Nick, You're a doll), I know it wasn't the right thing to do but. 15 minutes later, I went in and got another bagel ( Thanks Nick again, breakfast was good). After 3 hours of waiting, some guy came out and told me we had to leave, he was getting complaints and stuff, and he didn't wanna see our faces again. *shrugs*,screw you then. I left for about 3 hours, walked downtown, got a Jamba Juice, It was about noon, so I thought to go back to the hotel and see what's going on, and there was a few other fans waiting, I was pissed so I went to find a parking spot, which was far, *shrugs*, When I got there, I talked w/ the other fans, then also met a few other fans but they are rude and snotty :D After a few hours, I was starting to get sick, I was hungry and dying of thirst and I looked at my watch and noticed that the meter was expired, After 10minutes of finding my car, I got a call from a an ex friend that I was friend's w/ at the time, that we missed him, he was walking around and going to the hotel. *growls*, I was PISSED but I was like since he's inside the hotel, he's going to have to come out sometime. I parked closer to the hotel *thank god*, After a hour, I saw his tour bus driver who was REALLY nice, waiting by the elevator, after 15 minutes Nick came down, he turned around looked outside and saw us, he looked right at me, I was like *thud*, walked off, we heard him say that they needed to check out. They went out the back doors and we saw him coming out, he waved and he looked at me again *squeal*, We all asked if he could sign and meet us, he pointed his finger and was like give me a minute, He had to go in and put all the suit cases, bags and his big black jacket away. I thought that he wasn't going to come out now, since they closed the door and stuff, I started crying but controlling myself. After a few minutes we waited by the tour bus and watched the bus driver and see what he'll do, then Ron came out, He asked anyone who didn't meet him before, to hold on he'll be out in a few (till he came out, he kept poking his head out n stuff) Ha-Ha..
About three o’clock he came out, he looked straight at me AGAIN *thud*, He looked around to see if he saw the stalkers from last night, when he didn't see any he looked relieved, The fan that met him not to long ago, she was bugging him again, he was like "Wait a min, didn't I just sign something for you" like in a non rude sort of way, because he was like give these other fans a chance. Then the girl that missed him the first time, she kept taking over, and she was like "Nick, Could I kiss your lips", His response was “no" Duh... I finally moved and was like hey you met him, no move over. *gasp* I'm next, Oh boy...*breathe in and out*.. *thinks to myself, DO NOT FAINT*, He faced me, I asked him if he could sign the picture for me, he had his tongue out *drools*, and had a smile. I asked him if he could sign it "To Shay" but instead I think he said "Nice to meet you Shay", something like that., He did repeat my name *smiles*, then I waited for my turn to get a picture with him. 3 minutes go by..*gasp*, It's my turn. ~ thinking please don't trip~, *goes up to him slowly*, I handed him the gifts I handed him a teddy bear w/ a red heart saying "Love", and note and a picture of me. He just smiled, and he said Thank You..*Thinks to myself, Your welcome Nick, Why couldn't I say that out loud" What is wrong w/ me, oh well..*goes to go stand next to him*
Whew, this is once again a awesome feeling. I wrapped my arms around him, like he was my teddy bear, hugging him tightly, He was so warm again *sigh n drools*, Ohhh he smells nice too, He's so nice! *dances, my camera worked this time*, Slowly but surely I let go but I really didn't want to, *grins*, I let go, and thinks, wait.. "Nick, Can I have a kiss", he just smiled and bended down and kissed my right cheek *thud*.( Great now that I asked for a kiss, now every fan wants one, ha-ha people, Go away) *walks back to my spot, but watches My friend Autumn was next, her friend that was taking the picture couldn't work the camera, so Nick finally said it wasn't working and was like "You got to push the red button" it was so cute. After he met everyone and signed, I just couldn’t stop taking so many picture's. "It was nice meeting you all and goodbye, take care", As he was heading towards the bus, I was like Hey Nick, him making eye contact w/ me again *sigh*, Can I just have one more kiss please?!?, He was like smiling, letting out a little laugh, waving his arms towards him saying come here, I rushed over so fast *kissed*, Whoa.. Was that his tongue I just felt on my cheek? Awesome!, He had a big smile when he started getting on, I yelled "I Love you Nick",( like he didn't know), He turned and said "I Love you too", We all just stood there, getting out stuff ready and to each other and taking picture's. Uhhh.. Shay... my friend said... Yes? Hun, your fly is down.. *looks down* Holy shit, I was just getting a head start ROFLMAO... Then 2 girls came over and told us, Where Nick was sitting in the tour bus, they could see him peeking out of the window, looking and laughing at us, I was like hey awesome, rock on. Ha-Ha, and I waved to the tour bus! The bus started getting ready to leave I just waved to Nick one last time and to his bus driver. We went to Taco Bell for lunch, I couldn't eat but I had to, We went to the paramount about 4:40, About a hour later, a guy came out w/ a video camera and video taped us, I took out my sign and showed him, (\m/) After long minutes of waiting, it was about 5:50, *walks back n forth* for like 100 times, Finally they are about to open the doors! 6:00pm...The guy mentioned that we would need our ticket, and our bags checked. He asked me what was in there, few stuff I mentioned then tampons and he let me in lmao.. I brought some merchandise, T-Shirt, Glow Stick, and Poster(See I did a good job) *nods*, I went to the bathroom, just to make sure. he-he...We got to our seats, I was so HAPPY, We were right in front of the stereo/amp. (Front row), I couldn't sit down so I just kept moving and walking. The concert started *gets up and jumps*, VI3 was first They were pretty alright, I liked the songs they sang. I kept trying to get they're attention and it worked! I touched Justin’s hand a few times, and the other's like twice. At one point, I kept trying to get Justin to come back to my side, and he just blew a kiss to me, towards end of a song. SEV was next, THEY WERE GOOD! I had to buy they're CD after the concert. They did a awesome job performing. It got me all wired up. Max (he played the BASS), he came down from the stage to me, and started dirty dancing w/ me, *ahem*, forget bout Jenn.. Ha-Ha, People we're watching me like WHOA, His body was like "hot", his butt was perfect, throughout the concert he kept looking at me. Last song they sang, Lead singer and max jumped off and went into the crowd, Max came right by me, I pinched his ass, and he was like Whoa, someone pinched my ass. ( YEP, ME)...Also Chris hanged out w/ mostly on stage, he would bang his head w/ me and stuff it was cool. After the break before Nick, the guards we had in front they we're like this girl is going to be trouble tonight, as I just giggled ha-ha, While waiting for Nick, SEV came back on our side, going backstage, and I was like yelling come back, I wanna see you n Max was like, We'll doing a meet n greet after meet me there afterwards.(Yay ,Dances)...Whew 15 minutes past by, here we go, NICK IS COMING ON! *jumps and screams* and I was also getting all nervous and very sick but oh well. He ran onto the stage and started singing "Girls In The USA", *sings*, "To All My Girls In Denver Baby" Oh yea.. *drools*, After that, he started talking about Denver Bronco's, " You know, I love the Bronco's right, don't get me wrong, I love Tampa, but I love Denver Bronco's too! I was like "cool", Ha-Ha. *just staring at him, he's so HOT*, *wipes drool*, After he sang " I Stand For You", *moves closer to the center, he's not coming over to this side, and I think I know why. He said "I can't breathe tonight, I'm in the Mile High City". Then he sang few more songs, *drools again* The stage guys, was setting out stools and towels, Nick bumped into one " I didn't know that was there, my bad", and started laughing. ( He has the most cutest laugh!) whoohoo, he saw my sign "I wanna feel your sweat n tongue on me", he just smiled n laughed. He started talking about him and BSB, I made eye contact w/ Dwaine (Nick's guitarist) and I was telling myself I needed that towel, I looked at him and he looked at me, I was like can I please have that towel, he was like "maybe we'll see", Dwaine and I we're like chilling together him on stage, me on the floor, it was cool. He sang QPG, then he did his "magic finger" to Dwaine so he could play "I Want It That Way" During the song, I got the towel, well half of it, he had some guy cut it and half me half and another girl, Some girl tried to grab it but Dwaine said "No, this towel belongs to his pretty woman over here", as I smiled I told him Thank you, and he said Noproblem and smiled. There was more songs, more thursts, more giggling and laughing, also at some point he humped and grinned the microphone\ stand. *whew*, I wish I was that microphone stand, lmao. *gasp* he's coming over, whohoo.... Goes over to him, the guards let me w00t, I was in front of him, I went to try and touch his hand while he was singing, but instead since he moved so fast, my hand landed *gasp*, that was his crotch, *Embarrassed* Ha-Ha. *goes up to him again and again throughout the night*, whoohoo he's pouring water, and I'm right underneath him, When he sang "I Just Wanna Take You Home" he brought some girl on stage, she looked like 8 years old, it was so cute, he was crazy and him usual self. He also saw my sign "I Wanna Take You Home", He looked at me and was like "I Bet You Do" Ha-Ha *falls*, you he was like "this is such a good crowd does anyone wanna go home with me? He came to my side when he sang "Do I Have To Cry For You" Throughout the song, He kept looking at me, and smiling. I was singing along w/ him, I glued my eyes on him, *sings* Ohh, He's looking at me again. *thud*. A girl next to me was all telling me how lucky I was because he was singing to me, she was like I'm happy for you, and she just sang along and smiled, Some girls we're getting so mad because he was singing that song to me, He did put on a great show, the truth is, I was so glued to him, I just sang the songs w/ him, but don't remember when, and what songs he did sing in order, He just sang his heart out and all the songs were nice and beautiful. *hugs nick* ha-ha. After the concert, I grabbed my stuff and walked out, I wanted to see how many girls were there to meet SEV, It was pact. I sneaked over to the end of the table where Chris was I met and he signed my backpack, then Max looked over and I made eye contact w/ him, I was like " I WANT YOU, I WANT YOU, I WANT YOU" He just smiled and was like you want me, as in a crazy way. and came right over, blowing the other girls off HA-HA.. I was like can you sign my backpack "To Shay", was like how bout "Shay Rules" I was like that works. Then I told him that it was me that pinched his ass, he was like oh really and started smiling, then some cardboard thing hit me in the hit *blushed* It was so embarrassing. *falls*, Then he asked me if I was okay, He liked it. I took a picture w/ him but Nick's friend didn't know how to use the flash so it didn't come out, before I left, I asked him if I could get a kiss, and he kissed my cheek, and he was bout to go sign for the other's and I looked over and said "I Love you", he smiled and said "Love you too" I also bumped into a few of Nick's friend's and this one guy took my sign to give to Nick, they all thought my sign was crazy but thought it was cool, they called me a bad girl devil sort of thing. Even though they knew it was a joke they said I had great taste for signs lmao. Then I left because it was time to go..... I found out that I could of met Nick again after the concert but there was many girls but it‘s okay. *falls*...And I could hang out w/ SEV.. *grins, and kicks the wall* Ha-Ha. Best 2 days of my life! Never will forget! Nick Rules! KTNCPA! SEV is GREAT.. Get they're CD if you don't have it!
